playing pretties

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from true grit; most girls like to play pretties but you like guns, do you?

sometimes i like to play it pretty, too. self-portraits from a couple of years ago.

do you talk to yourself? i do it all the time. sometimes, i even do it when i am with other people. big mess happens when my internal voice is louder than any other voice and sound around. especially, when i am with people i don't know, saying something that i shouldn't have said.

unfortunately, there is no way back once done. nor is there any treatment for this abnormality {i have tried everything, even biting my tongue}. patience is the key but it is so rare in our times. however, it's totally understandable when people get annoyed with me. i wish i were a bit less imperfect but i am afraid i was born a perfect human.

this is what i listen every day, all day even when i sleep. i love this guy's crazy rhythm and tiramola dancing.

have a nice weekend! i won't be blogging for a couple of days.