at desk at night

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i love to create. i love to destroy. i love to build. i love to take down.

i love starting from scratch. i hate starting from scratch.

i love to carry on. i hate to carry on.

i love being here. i hate being here.

..i love you. i hate you..

...

i want to create, i want to build, i don't mind to start from scratch if i need to carry on.

i want and need to be here.

i want and need to love you.